I Want a New Word

So stuck in the middle between what was and what is...
When what I really want to care about is what is yet to be...
I'm defined by old standards that really don't apply,
How to say, "engaging" without saying "you're dull"
How to say, "meaningful" without saying "hard hearted"
How to live as "Kingdom" without living as "cult"

we are relevant, contemporary, traditional, progressive,
we like the way things are, and the comfort of our seat
our doors are always "open" but you still must have the key

I want a new word